Saturday, 1 February 2014

Climbing Mount Kinabalu



In recent days I had the pleasure of travelling to Sabah, Malaysia. My boyfriend Roy and I made plans to visit the coastal city of Kota Kinabalu but our main objective was to attempt climbing Mount Kinabalu, a world heritage site and the highest mountain in the Malay Archipelago. Mount Kinabalu is one of the youngest non-volcanic mountains in the world. It was formed within the last 10 to 35 million years and the mountain is still growing at a rate of 5 millimetres a year. 

With a height of 4,095 meters (13,435 ft), most hikers are recommended to split this climb into a two day hike, which requires lodging at a midway point at a hostel known as Laban Rata. This option seemed too expensive and unnecessarily complicated. After talking to some friends and doing a bit of research we found that it was in fact possible to climb the mountain in 1 day but we were warned not to attempt this feat unless we were in ‘extremely good physical condition.’ The caveat of taking this option is that you must follow strict time requirements to guarantee suitable weather conditions and safety. If you do not reach the summit by 1pm you must agree to turn around and promptly begin your descent. 

The day of the climb we arrived at the park office at 7:15am, paid 100 RM each for our climbing permit, and 70 RM for our guide named Francis who would accompany us to the summit. We got into a brief argument with the park staff who insisted we purchase ‘special insurance’ and eventually were able to talk our way out of it. Next we had to pay a van fee of 25RM to take us from the park entrance to the trail head at Timphohon Gate. The van took ages to show up and as a result we did not actually begin hiking until about 8am. 

Our pace was brisk from the beginning, fearing that our late start would prevent us from reaching the summit. The trail quickly developed into a very steep, endless staircase. At times we would climb over plenty of rocks which proved to be more mentally gratifying, while other parts of the trail were simply wooden steps as far as the eye could see. It didn’t take long for me to begin hating the sight of these steps, which made the grueling task all the more tedious.

We got warm quickly and stripped off our outer layers of clothing. It was not long before the sun was beating down upon my neck and bullets of sweat crowded my brow. The first two kilometers were especially difficult, it seemed our bodies were still adjusting to the idea of climbing a mountain. The higher in altitude we climbed, the more difficult it was to breath. I would raise my hands behind my head at any opportunity to try to slow and catch my breath, but it seemed impossible. We stopped every half kilometer for a drink of water and I was constantly panting with exhaustion. 

If we hadn’t been preoccupied trying to catch our breath I’m sure we would have stopped to take photos because the trail was so beautiful. We kept moving up over the jungle into the mist of the mountain.  Below us was a lush rain forest home to plenty of exotic creatures. The mountain has more than 4,500 species of flora and fauna, wildlife ranges from mammals, birds, fishes, amphibians and reptiles to insects and other invertebrates. On the trail however, the only animals we came across were birds and squirrels, blissfully unaware of our suffering.



We reached Laban Rata  at 3,270 meters (10,730 ft) at 11am and I could not wait to sit down. Our guide, ever attentive to the time, told us we could rest for ten minutes but had to keep moving if we were going to make it to the summit before 1pm. It was torturous seeing all of the two day climbers lounging around the lodge drinking beer. We had some muesli bars to boost our energy, and then reluctantly rose to our feet. By this point I was already doubting my ability to complete the climb under the time constraints, but Roy wouldn’t accept my lack of enthusiasm and continually offered his encouragement. 

The trail soon turned to naked granite rock in which our only compass was a rope leading to the summit. At many points the rock was so steep you had to use the rope to pull yourself up. At first this seemed like a nice rest for my legs but being so tired I feared there was a much greater risk of injury. At certain points, if I were to slip, I would have rolled right off a cliff into the clouds.



 I tried not to look down and used all my mental energy on just lifting one foot after the other. I was too close to turn back and I would never forgive myself for giving up so close to the summit. With every steep incline behind us, we hopefully believed we had reached the summit, only for Francis to repeat that we were not yet there and we must keep climbing. The time constraints, made the ascent incredibly stressful on the mind and body but without them, we may not have had the urgency and determination to get to the top. 



When at last the summit was in view, I was so happy I nearly burst into tears. My pace quickened, the hope of reaching the end filled my body with energy I didn’t know I had. Roy was yelling down to me, “We did it! It’s great! It’s great!” I pulled myself up over the last few rocks and I had the biggest smile on my face saying, “Yes! Yes!” We made it to the top of the world! By this point it was about 1:15pm but we convinced Francis to give us some leeway.




After a short victory beer at the summit, we carefully started the climb back down to Laban Rata. I did slip and fall at one point but easily recovered. We took a lunch break before descending the mountain which took us 4 long knee grinding hours. 


The steep trail was wet due to afternoon rain, and felt dangerous because we were so tired. We both tripped a few times and were lucky to finish without any sprained ankles. Despite the difficulty our moods couldn’t be altered. Nothing could spoil the gratification of our accomplishment. When we finally reached the Timphohon Gate it was 6pm and getting dark. We hurried off to find a warm cup of Sabah Tea and share our tale with anyone willing to listen.

Sunday, 15 December 2013

The Song of the Caged Bird: A Community Convention Against Human Trafficking

On December 14th my counterpart and I conducted a training seminar for our community partners which included core groups from eight local high schools and five barangay. The day began with a prayer and the singing of the national anthem. Then we had a former beneficiary of Good Shepherd Welcome House recite the poem, “I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings” by Maya Angelou.

The free bird leaps
on the back of the wind
and floats downstream
till the current ends
and dips his wings
in the orange sun rays
and dares to claim the sky.

But a bird that stalks
down his narrow cage
can seldom see through
his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and
his feet are tied
so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings
with fearful trill
of the things unknown
but longed for still
and his tune is heard
on the distant hill
for the caged bird
sings of freedom

The free bird thinks of another breeze
an the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn
and he names the sky his own.

But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied
so he opens his throat to sing

The caged bird sings
with a fearful trill
of things unknown
but longed for still
and his tune is heard
on the distant hill
for the caged bird
sings of freedom.

Next we had a review from my counterpart on the recent human trafficking convictions in the Philippines, followed by our first guest speaker from the Children’s Legal Bureau who discussed the anti-trafficking laws and enforcement. Then I facilitated a break out session where participants were split into mixed groups and assigned to create a skit/song/slogan campaign to raise awareness about the anti-trafficking laws in their community. The campaigns focused on both preventing victims and perpetrators and the outcome totally exceeded our expectations. The participants came up with really creative musical adaptations and hilarious skits which proved how easy and fun the implementation of awareness campaigns can be. 


After lunch we had a family specialist from the Department of Social Welfare and Development give a presentation on family dynamics and domestic violence in relation to human trafficking. In keeping with the theme of family dynamics, I facilitated another break out session on how to assess a family using eco-mapping which maps the strengths and weaknesses of family and community relationships as well as displaying each family member’s connection to structural social systems. We concluded the session with hypothetical scenarios to test our participant’s responses to typical case studies and they passed with flying colors.  


Thursday, 14 November 2013

Super Typhoon Yolanda

Typhoon Yolanda was a tragic and devastating act of nature. To say that this disaster was anything less than hell on earth is an understatement. The Philippines and the world are hurting and we want someone to blame. We can blame the chaos unfolding on global warming, or the poverty in the Philippines, or poor disaster management; but this is just talk. This is critical analysis and this is numbers. When we are finished talking, the victims have less water, less food and less hope.

Here in Cebu Filipinos are not talking, they are mobilizing. Hundreds of volunteers are organizing and distributing donations to the affected areas.  Surges of more people who want to help are spilling out of the Department of Social Welfare and Development Offices. Instead of turning their hurt into blame and useless criticisms, they are turning their hurt into action and service. Yesterday I worked side by side with Filipinos who were frantically packing donations. The helplessness I felt watching the news just a few hours earlier, turned into hopefulness and purpose.

For many Peace Corps volunteers we have struggled to find meaning and purpose behind our work here. We are often frustrated with the cultural differences, complex populations and financial restrictions. Yolanda changed that. Our purpose is clear. So let’s not talk, let’s move.  



(For those who want to donate from abroad try the Red Cross or the World Food Programme.)

Tuesday, 15 October 2013

The Ring of Fire

Yesterday morning I awoke to swaying walls and my belongings crashing to the floor. I ran outside with my host family who were fleeing  the house in their pajamas and bare feet. Listening to the sheer number of neighbors wailing and screaming was one of the most unnerving  experiences I've ever had. In the Philippines large families live together in close proximity and hearing so many people panicking only escalated the chaotic environment. 

After the initial 7.2 earthquake we lost power then felt a series of aftershocks that startled us during the day and kept us awake throughout the night. They have continued today, and earlier this morning we've felt as large as 5.1.











Struck the hardest was our 
neighboring island of Bohol. 
As a result I am hosting another Peace Corps volunteer who was travelling through and has found herself stranded in Cebu.

The damage caused in Cebu was widespread but most devastating was the partial destruction of Santo Niño, one of the oldest churches in the Philippines. Founded in the 16th century, and built during the Spanish rule, this is a historical and treasured monument in my city.


Luckily many people were at home with their families during the earthquake because it occurred on Id-ul-Alda (Feast of Sacrifice) a Muslim national holiday.

The Philippines is a country plagued by earthquakes, volcanic eruptions, typhoons and flash floods. I am very thankful to report that all of my friends, host family and coworkers managed to get through the crisis safely. Please keep us in your thoughts during this chaotic time. 

Friday, 6 September 2013

Recent Cases of Sex Trafficking/Child Pornography in Cebu


July 11- Strip club manager in Mandaue convicted of human trafficking http://www.sunstar.com.ph/breaking-news/2013/07/11/strip-club-manager-mandaue-convicted-human-trafficking-291957

July 16 - Australian tourist charged with human trafficking, child abuse based on boys’ account of sex encounters
http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/445919/australian-tourist-charged-with-human-trafficking-child-abuse-based-on-boys-account-of-sex-encounters#ixzz2eAnId51x

July 18 - Three persons will face trial for allegedly pimping five women on Juana Osmeña St., Cebu City
http://www.sunstar.com.ph/cebu/local-news/2013/07/15/3-pimps-5-women-face-trafficking-cases-292665

July 31 - The police filed human trafficking charges against the 29-year-old woman who allegedly tried to recruit eight girls, including a minor, for prostitution in Barangay Poblacion, Moalboal.
http://www.sunstar.com.ph/cebu/local-news/2013/07/31/ex-waitress-faces-trafficking-rap-29528

Sept 5th - Pregnant woman arrested for allegedly exposing own kids to cyberporn in Cordova
http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/481671/pregnant-woman-arrested-for-allegedly-exposing-own-kids-to-cyberporn-in-cordova#ixzz2eAmMOYyY

Sept 7th - Authorities said they had to stage a “rescue operation” after tracing photos of thirteen girls, aged 9 to 14, which appeared on porn websites. http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/482787/kids-were-called-out-of-their-classes-homes-by-task-force#ixzz2eAl3C2iv

Thursday, 8 August 2013

Street Children

Today I saw a baby girl no more than one year old crawling in the street. I knew she was a baby girl because she was completely naked, her hands and knees covered in black soot. That’s how she’ll start her life on earth. I can’t stand seeing that and I can’t stand thinking about how vulnerable she’ll be to abuse of all kinds as she grows older and tries to make it on the streets. That’s a beautiful, innocent baby and they’ll have her down there crawling around in the trash, where men take a piss. In the dusty, polluted street with muddy puddles that make your feet itch. That’s the future she has ahead of her and I can’t even wrap my brain around the idea because there are so many of these kids living on the streets and it seems that they have no more value than stray dogs.

This happened to me shortly after I received a card from a relative back home celebrating the birth of a new baby boy. This baby is so lucky. He has a family who adores him. He has probably received plenty of new clothes and nice toys. He has a warm crib to sleep in, a mother and father who work hard to put food on the table. Upon hearing about this new birth in my family I felt a strong maternal instinct, wondering if and when I would ever have children and how I would want to celebrate my child’s arrival into this world. Yet it’s evident that there are already so many children who need help, so isn't it with that little girl that my duty should lie?


In our everyday life it’s so easy for us to separate ourselves from that level of poverty. We can rationalize the whole experience as being a problem too big for us to handle, too widespread for our actions to make a difference, but that’s just not good enough. No child deserves to grow up on the street. That’s a human being, that’s somebody’s baby. 

Monday, 5 August 2013

Peace Corps Guilt

Guilt. That’s the emotion I have constantly been plagued with while living in Cebu City. Regardless of the situation… because of my American privilege followed accordingly by American ignorance, guilt will surely follow. I have these negative reoccurring thought patterns. I can feel them wearing me down, testing my patience and I’m afraid of the person I am becoming. When I started this assignment I wanted to be able to serve others with an open heart. Yet I can’t help but feel that my initial idealism has left me feeling completely naïve and inadequate. I cannot seem to rationalize away the guilt that follows every thought and action.

How can humanity allow for such extreme wealth and extreme poverty to coexist? And at what point have we lost our humanity?  


I feel a constant and persistent guilt while living in Cebu City, but I guess that means I’m still human.